May 18th, 2008 (06:13 pm)
P l a c e: meh...
F e e l i n g: annoyed
M u s i c: Cocoon - D'EspairsRay
Yeah, I'm making this public because this kind of issue is something that gets on my nerves.
First of all, I'll say that I'm now centered in my Original Story, Mikage Realm (in Spanish) and my jrock fics, but I used to write Kingdom Hearts fanfiction a while ago. One of my oneshots was even drawn as a doujinshi by Gabi-desu. All of my fics back then used to be uploaded in Fanfiction.net, because, hey, they were fanfiction.
But, anyway, why am I saying all of this? Simple. Because a really clever person went on and stole one of my fics from that page and~ uploaded it on a forum claiming it as his work.
The fic in question is one of my worst stories, but I don't really care if it's good or bad. It's my work! I spent hours on it! I used my free time to make it!
Maybe I'm being stupid and immature; maybe it shouldn't be important for me, but it is! It's in my fiction where I put my feelings and emotions. I do not write for the sake of being flooded by reviews, or for being praised by others. I don't even write for other people's sake. I write for myself, because I need it, and I hate the fact of someone else taking what comes from my imagination and claiming it as his just... for what? What does he pretend? What's the point in publishing someone else's work? What does he expect? Reviews? Comments? If he has not written it, those comments are not praising him.
It gets on my nerves. It really does. Being the shy, reserved me, I hate the fact that someone is stealing my feelings. Really. Really.
And now I don't know if I should make this entry friends only... It ended being too personal.
But I'll let it public for now U__U